
I’ve been taking myself to the cinema again
watching brooding masterpieces like ‘The Dry,’
learning to play Scrabble by myself but not too often
as I’m a bad loser; giving my self-esteem a face lift,
shed a few kilos, muscled up, become sharper;
I post more , comment more especially on posts
that comment on mine: the noble art of reciprocity;
but, most of all, I move more easily in the world.
have got to know myself more, and know in spite
of slurs like ‘nutcase’ and ‘creepy lizard’ I’m not
such a bad guy
Hmmm… for some reason “creepy lizard’ made me think of the film “The Adventures of Buckaroo Banzai Across the 8th Dimension.”
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there’s actually a film called that? and what a name ! I wouldn’t have minded being called ‘Buckaroo Banzai’ instead of …. 🙂
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It’s a good one – albeit more than a little odd, too. The likes of Jeff Goldblum, John Lithgow, Christopher Lloyd, Ellen Barkin, Peter Weller, Dan Hedaya, Jamie Lee Curtis… a ‘cult classic.’
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okay, you’ve convinced me: I’m going to look it up 🙂
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I’d say you are pretty good, indeed
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thanks, Beth; a ‘nutcase’ at times, maybe, but ‘creepy lizard’ ? where did that come from? 🙂
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Emotions are the best and worst of everything.
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agreed; they take us to the highest of places, and the lowest 😦
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Yeah 👎🏼 on the creepy lizard. However there was a band called king gizzard and the lizard wizard 🤭
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actually they’re still going strong; JJJ featured their 16th studio album recently; I like their stuff 🙂
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Embrace the ‘nutcase’ I say! 😉
In all seriousness I doubt you have any badness in you at all my friend.
And learning to love again – well that’s everything 🖤🖤🖤
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🙂 I love that; thanks 🙂 and yes, love will come again in time —
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👍🖤
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Oh yes, romanticism. all those passions and broken hearts, do I miss it?
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I don’t either; I’m a little lonelier at times but happier and I am my own person !
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I completely agree, there is no price high enough for the freedom of the mind!
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🙂 you got that one right !
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Anytime you want to play scrabble, just let me know 😉 if you don’t mind losing….
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🙂 I like that 🙂
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I redownloaded ~words with friends. I used to play along time ago on that app. I’m kkhartless on there.
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I really liked the last line about not being such a bad guy.
I don’t know what happened, but that last line reminds me that after a breakup, after drowning in feelings of unworthiness, anxiety, or depression, you come out on the other side you’re not that bad after all.
There’s also a sense that you might have lost some parts of yourself in the relationship, and you’ve rediscovered yourself “Since the Break-Up.”
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very beautifully put; good to hear from you 🙂
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A happy ending doesn’t always mean being together
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thank you 🙂
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Sometimes it’s such a relief to not have to deal with the person you miss, you almost forget the pain.
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thank you; you’re so right 🙂
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