Stuck in the Moment

Someone once said, be in the moment otherwise you will miss your life.

I don’t know about that.

Once I was stuck in the moment.

It was like being stuck in a lift.

I was going nowhere.

Not even up and down.

There was no way out.

No alarm button to press.

No side passages to explore like in a labyrinth.

I was stuck. In the moment.

That moment when at three in the morning

the phone shrieked at us

from the hallway.

I could hear the old Minotaur lurching down the tunnels

of my brain.

I tried not to panic.

Tried smoking a cigarette

Humming a tune

Studying a fly on the wall

Studying me

Reciting my nine times tables

the alphabet back to front —

do you know how difficult that is? —

And then suddenly SNAP

I was out of it.

I don’t know how long I was in the moment.

But I did wonder if I’d ever

Get out and join

The flow of life again.

19 thoughts on “Stuck in the Moment

  1. Ahhh a scary moment to be stuck in. You do the drama well. But you remember it. I think the point of being in the moment is so that life doesn’t pass you by unnoticed. So much of life is unremarkable. It is these remarkable stuck moments that hover in our memories like the haunting swarm of a zillion bees.

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  2. Well done finding the fault line in that almost cliché statement, “be in the moment.” Sometimes it’s good to be in the moment, but as you point out, sometimes it’s not.

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