The Wonder of You: the Lost Poem

The Wonder of You.

I never got to see Elvis.

I saw the Beatles.

Saw the Rolling Stones

but I never got to see Elvis,

Saw Niagara

Saw three of the Seven Wonders

Saw a rainbow sit like a tiara

over my city

but I never got to see Elvis.

But I saw my baby girl

get born

held her in the palms of my hands.

I never got to see Elvis

but I got to hold my baby girl.

Thursdays

It’s such a relief for me, Thursdays.

It’s the only day I don’t shave.

It’s my let-it-all-hang-out day.

My slob day.

I wash but don’t shave.

I wear casual, loose fitting, clean.

I eat that extra slice of cake.

I don’t do gym, exercise.

I may break into a walk now and then,

but that’s it.

It’s Thursday.

Sometimes I wish every day was Thursday

but I keep that thought in check.

Didn’t God rest one day a week?

Mine’s Thursday.

Is this even a poem or a bunch of thoughts?

On any other day it wouldn’t pass muster.

But it’s Thursday, remember?

*have you got a favorite day?

No Wonder

No wonder there are so many love songs.

There are so many ways of getting love wrong.

Most celebrate one or more of these.

There’s more mileage in them than in ecstasy,

a much rarer state to which we all aspire,

happy to burn in love’s all cancelling fire ,

shortcomings forgotten, emotions turbo-charged,

our lives in an instant totally enlarged.

These songs are the apex of creativity

even as they approach ineffability.

*what are some of your favourite love songs?

Okay, I looked but I didn’t stare

On a road trip the other day

we got talking about birth defects you don’t see

any more

like hunchbacks, birth marks, cleft palates

though Simon

whose father was Lord Mayor of Mars had one

and spoke with a lisp.

Then at this café in the mountains

we were served

by a barista

with a raspberry stain on his left cheek

the shape of Africa.

Is that a birth mark, I asked him. We were just talking about them.

Yes, it is, he smiled.

It was just another feature on his face, like his nose.

or a mole

It was nothing special.

Yet it had a strange sort of beauty.

He poured me the greatest cup of coffee.

I was glad that I had asked him, that I didn’t wuss out.

It’s okay to be curious.

Looking Back: my Favourite Posts

Looking through the pages of my commonplace book

I paused to take a look at the posts I had copied down

in 2020, the ones that had brought me much pleasure,

that made me pause, take a measure of my life:

here they are without fear or favouritism, in the order

they appeared:





‘Birch’ and ‘Boring’ by Beth

‘Nimmitabel’ and ‘My Suburban Horror Movie’ by Out of the Cave

‘The Old Dog’ and ‘the length some people will go to kill butterflies’ by D R Bogdan

‘How to Survive as a Mental Patient’ and ‘Wait for Me’ by Sarcastic Fringehead

‘Some People are Trees’ by Jewish Young Professional

‘No’ and ‘Monochrome; by Cathy’s Real Country Garden

‘Watching Candles Burn’ and ‘Just Came for the Burger’ by Mark Tulin

“Sweet Sundown’ by Michael Jordahl

‘Carpet of Frosty Leaves’ by Ulle Haddock

‘Testing’ by Hobbo

‘Here I Am’ by Boromax





* what were some of your favourites in 2020?

Terry

This is Terry.

You can wave to him.

He would like that.

He waves a lot but not everyone waves back.

In fact hardly anyone does.

He sits on a folding chair in the middle of the mall outside Coles looking for someone to say hello to.

You can say Hello to Terry.

Many people pretend not to hear him.

But that does that put him off?

No.

Terry is on a mission.

He is collecting donations for the Blind Sports Association.

There are a lot of people like Terry outside supermarkets throughout Australia.

Hopeful. Indomitable.Courteous.

Not in your face.

And yes, I did.

What Moves You, Moves Me

the musky glow of the candle bowl

the frisson of flesh on flesh

the cinnamon zing of Venetians

crosswords over coffee

Joaquin Phoenix singing Cry, Cry, Cry

the ineffable sadness of Jackson because we both

know people like that

the voice of Johnny Cash, proof that there’s a God

Rick Springfield on Gospel Radio speaking to the sky

& those blackbirds, after rain, bless their untidy little hearts.

Nice Bag

Nice bag, she says as I place it on the chemist’s counter.

Thank you, I say.

Yes, she says, admiring it.

Good looking.

Compact.

Square-shouldered.

Sturdy.

Not likely to topple over.

A bit like me, on a good day, I reply

She smiles, the sort of smile that says, I better humour this guy, he might be dangerous.