Bottle Tops

Like Bottle-tops in a Bucket.

…or maybe contemplate

my silvery thoughts

like bottle-tops in a bucket:

the days of wine and roses,

the thinning days of desperation,

the elegiac whistling of the wind,

then that text from Pentecostal Peter :

He is Risen,

Time to enter the fairground of Life

again

Learnt a Few Things Today

Learnt a Few Things Today.

Learnt a few things today: that prunes

are prime movers;

hashi are chopsticks;

that sometimes the least visited blogs

are the most interesting

[ kudos to you, Don],

that it’s as good to stand up, clap, sing

& wave your body about as if you’re at

a rock concert,

& that endorphins are the sacrament

that a higher power has bestowed

on us mere mortals.

The Memory Paradox

The Memory Paradox.

Not all words get through.

2.5 million gigabytes of memory

count for nought if words are stopped at the gate

The meaning of ‘lambent, for instance,

or the tricky title

of that Tony Joe White song,

the best cover Elvis ever did.

Not even the name of the new friend we made

at Church last Sunday,

starting with J: Jordan? Josh? Jaidin?

My daughter doesn’t remember either.

Maybe it’s a family thing.

Why do some words get blocked, while millions of others

get through?

The mind has a mind of its own.

*pic courtesy of pinterest

Without My Eyes

Without My Eyes.

I’m going out today

without my eyes

seeing without hunting

for an image to click

to post on my blog.

I’m going out today,

fresh, unprepared,

no clunky phone in my top pocket,

without my camera eyes,

just to see and hold,

and like the kind fisherman,

then release.

The One No One Wanted

The One No One Wanted.

It was the one no one wanted

The last one on the shelf

The one no one wanted, I didn’t

Much want it myself.

But there were no others

So I had little choice

The one that all had shunned

I purchased myself.

And Oh it fitted the bill

To the nth degree

So the one no one wanted

Was the right one for me.

*pic pinterest

Shameless

.Shameless.

Part of me recoils.

What are you?

Shameless?

Milking sympathy.

No, I say, I’m not.

Though I’m doing something

just as shameless,

using the disease as grist

to the mill.

Isn’t that what writers do?

I am ferocious for new material,

for keeping the old war horse fed.

Should one take advantage of an illness

or submit meekly to it.?

*pic courtesy of Wiki Commons

At the Blood Clinic

We are sitting across from each other

trying not to stare

looking down at our phones.

There are some paintings on the wall

but no one is looking at them.

Perhaps they are the sort of paintings

that are not meant to be looked at

but are there to establish a presence,

maintain a mood.

Then I notice the paintings,

half figurative, half abstract

in faded denim blue

with black, springy squiggles

like a cat’s whiskers

are not signed.

Perhaps the painter was half abstracted

when he painted them

& simply forgot.

Maybe: An Enigma

Maybe: An Enigma.

Maybe if I had played my cards

a little closer to my chest,

you wouldn’t then have known

that I had played my best;

now I have to wait

for your tom foolery

to decide what to do

with the rest of me

*pic courtesy of wikipedia

Grow

I love how songs grow from talk

in Hollywood musicals

like ‘Carousel’, for instance,

and think, maybe, that’s how we should be

in our writing, loose and organic,

let the words, when they pulse with life,

grow feathers and spread their wings

as poems up and down the page