More Hadron Collider

More Hadron Collider.

More Hadron Collider than Merry-Go Round

thoughts race around

the beam pipes

of my mind

near the speed of light.

If I close my eyes

I can make out

the blur

little flibbertigibbets speed talking

at each other

colliding in bursts of light

a few of which end up

as poems.

pic courtesy of Wikicommons

In the Middle of the Air

In the Middle of the Air

… and I’m halfway into my flight when the old demon from my Id suddenly wakes in terror, remembering that silly metaphor my doctor made that a plane is a lift and you fly to Brisbane regularly and you don’t freak out so why freak out in a lift but it only transfers the terror, screaming, ‘we’re in a closed space, with hundreds of people, and there’s no way out and there’s still ninety minutes to go’ and I know I’m going to freak out , rush down the aisle, try to tear open a door or something stupid like that, then I remember the texts that pastor Brian sent me the other week about Jesus the strong, Jesus the Comforter, so I get them out, read them again on my phone, then Jesus comes, just like that, meets me in the middle of the air, and my heart beat slows, muscles loosen, I settle, sit back, talk to Him and feel as playful as a panda sliding down a chute

The Bridge

The Bridge.

I took myself for a walk

past a corner I had not turned before.

Ahead of me was a bridge.

It was not a bridge too far.

Nor a bridge over troubled waters.

It was just a bridge.

It hobbled

from one side of the river to the other.

It shook when you stepped on it.

Swayed from side to side.

Had planks missing.

No way! I said to myself.

It was just another thing I could not get into.

Like lifts.

I stood back while others crossed.

An older man

With a border collie could not cross either.

The dog

Would not move.

I thought of the old saying, You cross

Your bridges when you come to them.

Not always.

*pic courtesy of pinterest

What It’s Like

It’s like an ambush when you’re drifting off to sleep

a kookaburra in yr throat

an earth tremor in yr lungs

an opponent in yr bed

a double rainbow popping up in yr thoracic sky

lit up with pain

like that late train to Bedfordshire forging thru the Valley of Rumbles

a cock-eyed gift from the gods when you’ve run out of things to write about

it;s gentler than Golden Staph and comes with a puckish name

hiccups

but all you’d like to do is clobber it over the head

And a sudden thought occurred to me: if you wanted to overcome an opposing army

all you’d have to do is infect them with the hiccup virus and they’d lose the will

to fight !

Mystery Ships

Mystery Ships.

When he gets up to go to the toilet in the middle of the night,

she’d be there

or on the way back to his room after pausing in the kitchen

for a glass of milk,

she’d be in the hallway,

with her axolotl stare.

Time after time.

Passing ships in the night.

He’d look at her, and she at him,

sometimes a twitch of understanding, affection,

then they’d both look away.

After eight years, off and on,

they were still a mystery to each other.

Her cat. Not his.

They’d never bonded.

Learnt a Few Things Today

Learnt a Few Things Today.

Learnt a few things today: that prunes

are prime movers;

hashi are chopsticks;

that sometimes the least visited blogs

are the most interesting

[ kudos to you, Don],

that it’s as good to stand up, clap, sing

& wave your body about as if you’re at

a rock concert,

& that endorphins are the sacrament

that a higher power has bestowed

on us mere mortals.

Shameless

.Shameless.

Part of me recoils.

What are you?

Shameless?

Milking sympathy.

No, I say, I’m not.

Though I’m doing something

just as shameless,

using the disease as grist

to the mill.

Isn’t that what writers do?

I am ferocious for new material,

for keeping the old war horse fed.

Should one take advantage of an illness

or submit meekly to it.?

*pic courtesy of Wiki Commons

‘Indolent’

Indolent.

I’m going to lounge around like the old ginger cat

the rest of the afternoon,

‘Indolent’ is not a bad descriptor

for the disease.

makes it sound almost amiable. good natured,

like a lazy, but lovable work-shy relation.

Other cancers are hares.

This is a tortoise.

In the afternoon it takes nana naps like me.

Fighting Fish

Fighting Fish: an Extended Metaphor Poem

You & me

we’re siamese fighting fish

territorial as hell

in this fishbowl

of love.

You say,

I am taking every inch

of yr space;

I say,

huh, you are crowding me

but most of the time

we get on swimmingly

*pic courtesy of pinterest

What’s the Big Deal?


  
What’s the big deal about me doing gym three times a week?
 
You don’t need to, you say. Do a little more around the house. Like gardening.
 
Gardening isn’t cardiovascular, I say. It has a lot of health benefits but it isn’t cardiovascular. It isn’t enough.
 
And you’re seeing the skin specialist next week. What’s that all about?
 
Looking after myself, I say.
 
You fuss too much, you say. You even check your car out during the week. I’ve seen you in the driveway, wiping away the bird shit off your car. Birds gotta shit somewhere.
 
Sure but it eats away the paintwork.
 
It’s becoming a fetish, you say. And now you’re off to gym, I suppose?
 
I treat my body like my car, I say. It’s the vehicle I travel through life in.